Dear Anonymous
I’m sorry for disturbing you this time. I know you might
think I’m wasting my time to write this letter, but I feel like I have to do
it.
I want to apologize, for everything that I’ve done to you,
in RP and RL.
I just want us to be friend again, like we used to be. I
really, really sad that we come to the state never talk to each other again.
The only reason I don’t talk to you cos I’m afraid it will be an awkward
conversation like last time we had.
To tell you the truth, I don’t know, I really have no idea
why we becoming like this. I mean, what happened to K and J in RP
shouldn’t affect our friendship, cos for me, RP and RL are two different thing.
If it’s all because of that thing, I apologize, from the bottom
of my heart. I swear, K never want to hurt J, but it already happened,
and I know it’s too late for K to have any forgiveness from J. I can
take that.
But for me, as Wandha, I won’t let myself losing my first
overseas friend : Anonymous.
Me, as Wandha, also want to apologize for everything. For
that lately I’ve been too close with Ms J. For that I never talk to you in
Whatsapp again. For that I never can understand why you become so cold to me.
I don’t want to make a conclusion without knowing the real
reason from you, why you and me become this distance.
Even though we never meet, it’s uncomfortable for me to know
that someone that I knew, someone that I used to talk to, now feels so far
away, more than our real distance
My words are messed up, I know, but my point is just I wanna
know what makes you become like this, and want to apologize for it.
I really wish that you and me can talk to each other again
in comfortable way, talk about everything, no more awkward conversation.
But if you don’t want to, I will step back, and stay away
from your life. Just at least please tell me the reason why should I do that.
That’s all I wanna say, once again sorry for taking your
time.
Wandha
This letter....I really wrote and sent it to the anonymous
Cos i really wish for the anonymous to forgive me, or at least tell me what i've done wrong all this time
I'm on sad and stressed mode right now ;~;
