Anonymous

I really want to make an apologize letter to one of my virtual friend, whom i never meet, in anonymous format.....cos I never know, if this will help our friendship or not....

Dear Anonymous

I’m sorry for disturbing you this time. I know you might think I’m wasting my time to write this letter, but I feel like I have to do it.

I want to apologize, for everything that I’ve done to you, in RP and RL.

I just want us to be friend again, like we used to be. I really, really sad that we come to the state never talk to each other again. The only reason I don’t talk to you cos I’m afraid it will be an awkward conversation like last time we had.

To tell you the truth, I don’t know, I really have no idea why we becoming like this. I mean, what happened to K and J in RP shouldn’t affect our friendship, cos for me, RP and RL are two different thing.

If it’s all because of that thing, I apologize, from the bottom of my heart. I swear, K never want to hurt J, but it already happened, and I know it’s too late for K to have any forgiveness from J. I can take that.

But for me, as Wandha, I won’t let myself losing my first overseas friend : Anonymous.

Me, as Wandha, also want to apologize for everything. For that lately I’ve been too close with Ms J. For that I never talk to you in Whatsapp again. For that I never can understand why you become so cold to me.

I don’t want to make a conclusion without knowing the real reason from you, why you and me become this distance.

Even though we never meet, it’s uncomfortable for me to know that someone that I knew, someone that I used to talk to, now feels so far away, more than our real distance

My words are messed up, I know, but my point is just I wanna know what makes you become like this, and want to apologize for it.

I really wish that you and me can talk to each other again in comfortable way, talk about everything, no more awkward conversation.

But if you don’t want to, I will step back, and stay away from your life. Just at least please tell me the reason why should I do that.

That’s all I wanna say, once again sorry for taking your time.

Wandha

This letter....I really wrote and sent it to the anonymous

Cos i really wish for the anonymous to forgive me, or at least tell me what i've done wrong all this time

I'm on sad and stressed mode right now ;~;